I've kinda had enough critisism of myself over the years that when I do criticise others I pretty much know I'm talking about myself, that in seeing what's problematic in others is really just a reflection of what I'm not able to recognise in myself so by putting it out there as critisism of others there's a fairly good likelihood that it'll come home to roost as a critisism of myself.
Hopefully I'm self aware enough to see this, not always of course because I'm like most others humans and capable of mistakes and blunders, but in the end I usually see that whatever I think others are guilty of I have a responsibility to own whatever I'm seeing in others as it is actually in myself.
But what's really problematic is when I forget that my ability to take responsibility for my wrongs isn't always the same for others especially in close knit relationships. The thing is I'm really quite forgiving of myself but hopefully not to the extent that even before I do blunder, and become aware that I will, that I would carry on regardless just for the fun of it... let the venting occur in some hilltop hideaway of infinite forgiveness... as that's where responsibility comes in, as in why end up responsible for something when not doing it in the first place means there isn't anything to be responsible for?
Because it needs to come out. Simple as that.
Something or someone becomes a metaphor for our own internal chaos and it's just too damned complicated to see in ourselves so we need to project out onto the world what it is we're actually dealing with and if we're lucky we can see quite early on that this is what we're actually doing but if we're unlucky.... well, along comes the blame game.
And of course the reason for this posting is that I've got caught up in my own stupidity. That while trolling through my own mess I've reflected/projected it out into the world and the shit has stuck. Bummer.
Now (as in it's later than the above was written and saved as a draft) it seems I wasn't even caught out but simply misread something but in taking it all as far as I did, in reflecting back at myself, I've hopefully learnt a lesson without actually causing the grief I thought I might have. But still the thought was there, the guilt I felt makes that obvious and even while the airing in public hasn't happened it still kinda did happen anyways... underneath everything that lies under the surface of life.
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Art and the building of Monasteries.
11am. 27th March 2015.
It crossed my mind the other day that where I live would suit the final outcome of being a monastery and yet I really, outside of a public view of such, have no idea what a monastery is. Yet the idea seemed to be about creating a place of peace and quietness, two things which have come to be very valuable to me, and so the idea of it being called, this working towards and being something at the end, would suit the idea of what might be monastic.
My initial ideas were that I'd have all these little areas where artists could come and work at whatever it is that artists work at and that in return for this availability to do as they are want to do then they might spend some time on whatever else is in need of doing, as in gardens and maintenance and suchlike, to allow the thing that it is to go on.
So what is it I have and how is it that what I have could be whatever it is I choose it to be? Seems this background might actually need some description otherwise the ideas of what is might be are entirely like clouds just floating through the sky. Otherwise there is also the idea that I know what I have and can see the possibilities within and this, as a written thing on the internet, may or may not need such grounding in realities, as being the internet, is more about ideas than it ever is about realities as concrete as... actual concrete.
Either or doesn't even matter because meaninglessness, whatever that is, also has a place of distinctions worth favouring in my life and while that is also whatever it is the simple fact remains that this, the blog itself, is most easily found from the links I put in from facebook and within my own photos of what I supposedly am and do there are enough photos of where I am and what I do that a little research would answer sufficiently any questions that might arise of the where and the what this particular post may be alluding to.
But even getting as far as I have I know feel a need to go and meditate so that's what I'm going to do. This way whatever it is on the edge of my thinking will occupy those thoughts there to be let go of and as they disappear they'll possibly clarify themselves as to what words they might want to form into.
2.20pm 27th April 2015.
Though what it is in the end doesn't actually matter much and that is almost superfluous next to the simple fact I'm working towards something that when done with and finished I can leave... even if I don't leave bodily I'd be leaving it spiritually as regards the first ideas that brought this whole unfinished thing into being.
It all kinda took on a realness back in '97 when I left a built house within a warehouse which at the very end was completely empty and was beautiful. While I did want to somehow profit by that, to be able to gone somewhere else and do it again, it didn't really matter that much beside the simple fact I'd done it. It was an artwork in and of itself and the biggest one I'd ever achieved. Walking away from it and having done it, been almost allowed to do it, was enough.
Now I feel the same about this property in Otara. I see this eventual set of buildings with gardens and trees not with a mineness that can be measured and sold but as a task that when completed leads to another task and given I've always fallen on my feet no matter how much I might have forgone the normal collection of stuff as saleable commodity then it just plain feels natural to simply do what wants doing without the tediousness of making something pay.
And it is tedious. There seems such a flood of goods available to us all in western society that even having to compete within that is just plain tedious. So I've been lucky enough that I don't have to. And there's no great flood of money behind me either that allows this, no pool of left over extravagance to dip into. It's simply that I don't hardly need any money whatsoever and can wander about in my little car every now and then and quite simply just pick up the building materials from the side of the road that I might need... and that I've collected up enough relatively required items, by others, that I can sell the odd load of stuff here and there for any money that might be required.
All of this adds up to being able to give it away, not now of course because the whole things just a big mess, but eventually I could just walk away.
It might then be a Monastery or it might just be an Artists retreat but it won't really matter to me what it's called. It'll simply be something I did and enjoyed as much as possible that in the end would allow me to walk off and do something else.
It crossed my mind the other day that where I live would suit the final outcome of being a monastery and yet I really, outside of a public view of such, have no idea what a monastery is. Yet the idea seemed to be about creating a place of peace and quietness, two things which have come to be very valuable to me, and so the idea of it being called, this working towards and being something at the end, would suit the idea of what might be monastic.
My initial ideas were that I'd have all these little areas where artists could come and work at whatever it is that artists work at and that in return for this availability to do as they are want to do then they might spend some time on whatever else is in need of doing, as in gardens and maintenance and suchlike, to allow the thing that it is to go on.
So what is it I have and how is it that what I have could be whatever it is I choose it to be? Seems this background might actually need some description otherwise the ideas of what is might be are entirely like clouds just floating through the sky. Otherwise there is also the idea that I know what I have and can see the possibilities within and this, as a written thing on the internet, may or may not need such grounding in realities, as being the internet, is more about ideas than it ever is about realities as concrete as... actual concrete.
Either or doesn't even matter because meaninglessness, whatever that is, also has a place of distinctions worth favouring in my life and while that is also whatever it is the simple fact remains that this, the blog itself, is most easily found from the links I put in from facebook and within my own photos of what I supposedly am and do there are enough photos of where I am and what I do that a little research would answer sufficiently any questions that might arise of the where and the what this particular post may be alluding to.
But even getting as far as I have I know feel a need to go and meditate so that's what I'm going to do. This way whatever it is on the edge of my thinking will occupy those thoughts there to be let go of and as they disappear they'll possibly clarify themselves as to what words they might want to form into.
2.20pm 27th April 2015.
Though what it is in the end doesn't actually matter much and that is almost superfluous next to the simple fact I'm working towards something that when done with and finished I can leave... even if I don't leave bodily I'd be leaving it spiritually as regards the first ideas that brought this whole unfinished thing into being.
It all kinda took on a realness back in '97 when I left a built house within a warehouse which at the very end was completely empty and was beautiful. While I did want to somehow profit by that, to be able to gone somewhere else and do it again, it didn't really matter that much beside the simple fact I'd done it. It was an artwork in and of itself and the biggest one I'd ever achieved. Walking away from it and having done it, been almost allowed to do it, was enough.
Now I feel the same about this property in Otara. I see this eventual set of buildings with gardens and trees not with a mineness that can be measured and sold but as a task that when completed leads to another task and given I've always fallen on my feet no matter how much I might have forgone the normal collection of stuff as saleable commodity then it just plain feels natural to simply do what wants doing without the tediousness of making something pay.
And it is tedious. There seems such a flood of goods available to us all in western society that even having to compete within that is just plain tedious. So I've been lucky enough that I don't have to. And there's no great flood of money behind me either that allows this, no pool of left over extravagance to dip into. It's simply that I don't hardly need any money whatsoever and can wander about in my little car every now and then and quite simply just pick up the building materials from the side of the road that I might need... and that I've collected up enough relatively required items, by others, that I can sell the odd load of stuff here and there for any money that might be required.
All of this adds up to being able to give it away, not now of course because the whole things just a big mess, but eventually I could just walk away.
It might then be a Monastery or it might just be an Artists retreat but it won't really matter to me what it's called. It'll simply be something I did and enjoyed as much as possible that in the end would allow me to walk off and do something else.
Tuesday, March 10, 2015
The young men and the tree.
Theres this thing going on at the moment where one 500 year old Kauri tree in Titirangi somewhere is being battled over by the Conservative environmentalists and the Liberal progressives, or Greenies and Developers, and it is my considered opinion that they will win the battle, saving this old soldier, but they aren't doing themselves any good as far as the war is concerned.
And it seems to me is this is kinda what it comes down to. Not only are they at war, the Greens, but the greatest mistake they have made is not stating this in it's entirety and that entirety likely is the re-greening of New Zealand, that as much as is humanly possible of the land of New Zealand is forested and that the smallest amount possible be set aside for humans to survive within and about this land doing what land does.
For without this defined victory, this place to go to as an actual real idea people can believe in and share, then all strategies to acheive this unspoken victory cannot serve anything except the disjointed ideals of the people fighting the battles.
The thing is that if this goes to Parliament, which at this moment seems to be the case, then it's obvious the tree will remain standing simply because the Liberal progressives who are now in power are fighting a war and they will easily forgo one soldiers sacrifice at their hands for the public display of benevolence they can be seen to make... and make it look like a grand gesture in accordance with the beliefs of those seeking to save the tree... this is tactics to win the war and not a strategy to win a battle.
The Greens however will see it as a victory to keep one of their soldiers still standing but it is and will be a hollow victory at best because if they were indeed knowing they were fighting a war and that this was merely a battle they'd acually be better served going the way of Martyrdom, losing the tree in a gushing of great moral anguish which, if played well, could result in a ground swell of understanding for their overall cause.
But they don't see it like that. They only see themselves as a cause celebre where the winning of medals for bravery might one day vanquish this obviously evil foe but it's empty because there is no stated cause and only celebre.
Image if you will that the Greens made consessions. That they used this felling of one single tree to set precedents. That they knew it was a hopeless mission, as in the soldier making the mission must die, and so made it count for as much as that single life possibly could.
Let's say that the timber from the tree must be made into lumber and that the lumber must be made into artworks to hang on the walls of the children's section in libraries and be reminders to us all of the sacrifice each and every tree makes to our well being. But as well that for the age of the tree to be felled that as many seedlings are planted to replace it, that 100 5 year old trees be planted for every 500 year old tree taken down.
Because this is what the Greens are actually up against. They who they fight for each single tree are already looking at other forests. They are at war and each battle serves battles yet to come which they realise too are often lost as soon as they become battles because the intention at the beginning for most of any objective is for it to be won by covert action.
Meanwhile the Greens seem only like a rag tag bunch of Che Guevara's looking for the medals to be won and the t-shirts to be worn which is really sad because the real Che knew it was a war.
The Greens need to read the Art of War and see that strategies are developed to suit tactics which are there to win a war and not get lost, as they do, in using strategy to define tactics which might in some way allow them to declare, at some stage, that it may actually be a war.
Battles make heroes but survivors win wars.
And it seems to me is this is kinda what it comes down to. Not only are they at war, the Greens, but the greatest mistake they have made is not stating this in it's entirety and that entirety likely is the re-greening of New Zealand, that as much as is humanly possible of the land of New Zealand is forested and that the smallest amount possible be set aside for humans to survive within and about this land doing what land does.
For without this defined victory, this place to go to as an actual real idea people can believe in and share, then all strategies to acheive this unspoken victory cannot serve anything except the disjointed ideals of the people fighting the battles.
The thing is that if this goes to Parliament, which at this moment seems to be the case, then it's obvious the tree will remain standing simply because the Liberal progressives who are now in power are fighting a war and they will easily forgo one soldiers sacrifice at their hands for the public display of benevolence they can be seen to make... and make it look like a grand gesture in accordance with the beliefs of those seeking to save the tree... this is tactics to win the war and not a strategy to win a battle.
The Greens however will see it as a victory to keep one of their soldiers still standing but it is and will be a hollow victory at best because if they were indeed knowing they were fighting a war and that this was merely a battle they'd acually be better served going the way of Martyrdom, losing the tree in a gushing of great moral anguish which, if played well, could result in a ground swell of understanding for their overall cause.
But they don't see it like that. They only see themselves as a cause celebre where the winning of medals for bravery might one day vanquish this obviously evil foe but it's empty because there is no stated cause and only celebre.
Image if you will that the Greens made consessions. That they used this felling of one single tree to set precedents. That they knew it was a hopeless mission, as in the soldier making the mission must die, and so made it count for as much as that single life possibly could.
Let's say that the timber from the tree must be made into lumber and that the lumber must be made into artworks to hang on the walls of the children's section in libraries and be reminders to us all of the sacrifice each and every tree makes to our well being. But as well that for the age of the tree to be felled that as many seedlings are planted to replace it, that 100 5 year old trees be planted for every 500 year old tree taken down.
Because this is what the Greens are actually up against. They who they fight for each single tree are already looking at other forests. They are at war and each battle serves battles yet to come which they realise too are often lost as soon as they become battles because the intention at the beginning for most of any objective is for it to be won by covert action.
Meanwhile the Greens seem only like a rag tag bunch of Che Guevara's looking for the medals to be won and the t-shirts to be worn which is really sad because the real Che knew it was a war.
The Greens need to read the Art of War and see that strategies are developed to suit tactics which are there to win a war and not get lost, as they do, in using strategy to define tactics which might in some way allow them to declare, at some stage, that it may actually be a war.
Battles make heroes but survivors win wars.
Saturday, July 12, 2014
Meditation and Religion... some others views.
I hang out lots at spiritualforums.com but not quite as much as I used to. Alot of it's said, doesn't need sayin' again and somebody else will anyways.
But these two bits were really good.
Meditation by Gem.
Hi,
I'm going to talk, but I have no interest in influencing people and their meditation techniques.
Meditation is the presence that continues throughout the changing experience. Equating the experience with meditation creates expectations and desires that meditation should be like this or that; however, people describe a vast range of experiences that occur during meditation, so it's obvious that no particular experience defines what meditation is... The word 'during' is relevant in the sense that meditation endures the mentioned variety of experiences.
This invariably comes back to you, and I use you in the generic sense because meditation must be a universal to all people. If it's a type of meditation, that's a personal practice, but the principle mediation is always the still presence of mind that remains throughout the changing experience.
It's often the case that the presence of mind is skittish, and change causes mental reactions that 'break' the trance-like spell of quiet beingness. That's quite normal and there is no reason to be disappointed, disheartened or deflated. The mind is accustomed to these deflating feelings and the sense of 'not getting it right' or something like that, but that's merely mental habits and there isn't any valid reason for it. There is no room for such feelings in meditation practice, so if one notices these counter-productive feelings,they would do well to cultivate patience and persistence in their place. These are the virtues that grow where disappointment and defeat dissipate.
To elaborate on the experience, there are pleasant and unpleasant experiences, and since meditation isn't pertinent to experiences per se, but to the stable self presence of the meditator, one cultivates a neutral balance of mind that is reflective of the central stillness of any one person's being. It doesn't matter if pain manifests in the body or if a flow of energy delights the senses, because if one can't meditate during a painful episode, and instead, is mentally unbalanced by their reactions to it, it reveals to the meditator that there is some work to do toward stablizing their balance of mind. In the case of pleasure the problems are more nuanced, but people tend to become desirous of pleasure, and are are unsettled when they don't get what they want, or they cling to it as opposed to letting it pass as it wont to do. In such a case, the person can also practice to enhance their stability and balance. This goes to say, that regardless the nature of the experience, all experience is an opportunity to cultivate the balance of one's mind.
I wish to explain why that is important. People are accustomed and habitualised to react with desire to pleasure and aversion to displeasure, and they don't always understand this kind of hatred and love is generated as mental reactivity that perpetuates egocentricity i.e. "I react". This illustrious figure, I, is completely constructed of the action/reaction process which drives the karmic wheel, produces the egomanic symptoms of me and my and mine, and perpetuates the very movement of mind that disturbs the meditator. It's the basis of suffering.
The body and mind are an interwoven fabric. The body manifests the contents of mind, and all of a persons emotional content is manifest in the sensual experience. If a person contains hard emotions from their past traumas or from self defeating beliefs, those emotions will manifest as hardened and painful sensual experiences, and they are toxic if held over the long term.
The reason they stay there for so long is that they are very unpleasant to endure, so people create an adverse reaction process. When that discomfort arises in their consciousness, they are compelled to engage an activity in order to avoid the feeling as it occurs, and persue a pleasurable feeling in order to distract themselves from it. This is the loop of aversion and desire or the duality of love/hate, and that process drives the continuation of the mind until all the stored thoughts and feelings finally complete their inevitable process (which we refer to as destiny, in a manner of speaking)
This brings me back to the cultivation of a neutral and stable balance of mind. This balance enables the unshakable presence of being to remain consistent. If one ceases the mental movement that I described above, and adopts a still disposition, the mental and emotional phenom manifest sensationally can be observed as they happen to be, and because the mind remains balanced, they can pass as freely as they are wont to do. Once they have completed their passage, they dissipate and are gone, and cease to recur (since the mental and emotional content no longer exists).
I must be coming to a conclusion. The thought that began about a half hour ago is now fading into an obscure mist; it came to me and went through a process of change that lasted for a while, and now it's fading fast.
Thanks
Then there's Bartholomew, channeled by a chap in Vancouver, Canada. about religion.
The first thing is to deal with religions. They, all of them, are necessary because of the immaturity of the human race as a whole. The average man is not equipped to understand greater realities so he is given a simple "believe and be rewarded" format instead. OK that sounds pretty harsh and a critic will use the term, "judgemental". So be it.
the first thing to understand so that the complexity of the world makes better sense is to realize that creation, once begun, has never stopped. New "baby" human souls come into existence all the time just as mature ones "graduate" from the need to express through physical bodies. If it weren't for this fact no religion would have endured as long as they have. Considering the planet as a whole most, by far, of the humans who live on her are very young souls. Only a small percentage are older and there is only a very small group of advanced souls (in bodies) here on earth. Jesus is one of these but since the average soul could not relate to greater truths it is better to use the "father son" relationship instead when speaking of Him and God. The entire Bible is nothing more than an answer to the level of maturity of man. If man were "static", if all of us were the exact same spiritual age, there would be only one religion. In Christianity there would not be "denominations". The earth is not that way though. We are very diverse so religion is also. Want to know who is junior and who is senior. One way to find out is to look at who pushes religious conversion. No advanced soul would do that. Likewise it is unkind in the extreme to attempt to "down preach" the religious zealot. They cannot understand and such attempts just cause them pain.
Most advanced humans on earth live quiet lives in isolation. There is no necessary correlation between spiritual age and temporal position. Thus we find often that leaders in countries are apt to behave poorly. This works out to benefit us all in the end though.
The average person need not know about reincarnation. The information would be misused. Better not to know. There is a story that comes form ancient China where a person could legally promise to repay a debt in a future lifetime. No mature human would even consider such a thing. Better that we don't know. But some of us do know (about the universe of spirit) otherwise why would this website be here?
Souls are born, not in perfection, but in innocence. The begin their long journey in bodies on planets. Some come here and are humans. Very seldom do souls change planets because of great differences that would cause problems, getting in the way of learning. We live a thousand or more lifetimes on Earth. We all live as male, female, fat, skinny, ugly, good looking, rich, poor, gay, straight, tall, short, sick, healthy and as members of all the racial groups. By the time this is finished we've learned all the Earth can teach us. The acquisition of wisdom is the goal beyond which the "salvation and resurrection" of the Christian occurs.
Religions exist for the purpose of assisting us on our paths. The Bible of Christianity is written entirely in metaphors. The entire work is in parable form. In scripture are meanings within meanings within meanings. The Bible speaks clearly of the higher truths but the immature minds see these references and do not understand them. They choose instead to promote superficial meanings. This is good. Remember that religions are designed for immature souls. It would be inappropriate for advanced humans to attempt to correct them. Remember that new souls are coming to Earth all the time and these need the kind of guidance that only religions can provide.
You mention "soul plans" in your post. They exist. We all plan our lifetimes in advance. We select the type of body and the setting in which we will live in accordance with what we want to learn. The religious person will say that God does this but it is we who live our lives. God is the ultimate source but how are we to grow if we don't play an active part in our own lives? Where will wisdom come from if we can't participate in our own destinies? So, yes, we make plans for each life. What are our weaknesses right now? Are we quick to anger for instance? Then it is likely that this inclination is what we are attempting to overcome. Are we grossly ugly and fat? Perhaps we need to learn humility and have chosen to do it the hard way. Does a baby die in the crib? What acceptance lessons might the grieving parents learn? Are we judged unfairly and sent to prison for crimes we did not commit? Maybe we had unresolved violence issues in past lifetimes that were never finished. All this is possible.
Religions exist to make things easier for us. Better it is to be presented with a set of beliefs and rules than to sink or swim in the higher truths that sometimes would be so devastating. Religions are like safety valves. That they are superficially incorrect or incomplete is OK. A greater purpose is served.
One last thing is for us to realize that it is not our place to run around trying to "teach the world". The one who does this forgets that most of the world does not need to hear great truths. Most of the world needs what religions have to offer.
I was raised a Christian. I believe too much to be one now. No matter. I still enjoy the occasional visit to a church (I go to them all in turns) to experience what others around me have to share. Do we think in terms of acceptance? Most of us at least entertain the idea. Make it so then. Accept the fact that humanity is diverse, of all spiritual ages and that "the needs of the many seldom dovetail with the needs of the one". (Mr. Spock of Star Trek.)
As for "ah ha moments" that you mention. There are some of these every day it seems. Good that you put it that way. It's real.
A very BIG ah ha moment is the realization of the fact that not all souls are the same age and experience and that, further, religions do not account for this in their teachings.
One last thing. Christianity teaches us that we were created in perfection and that later we "fell" and are now sinful. This is incorrect. The doctrine of Original Sin is false. We were born in innocence and coming to Earth from the spirit worlds (Eden) was the plan all along. Remember the serpent in the garden? The snake is the almost universal primitive symbol of the Earth. Thus the snake in the garden signifies the necessary pull of the Earth to Adam and Eve. (everything is in metaphors) What the serpent said to Adam and Eve is irrelevant. The fact of it's presence at that moment is not. We had to come here to learn. Simply being created and living a stagnant, un-dynamic existence (through obedience) in heaven would be pointless. The reason the truth of this is not stated clearly in the first place is because if it were there would be no motivation through guilt and fear for us to make an attempt to advance. In the beginning we had no wisdom so we needed it's distant cousin, fear. We should not judge religions too harshly for this deception. It was necessary. Religions do not hide truth. The great souls who dictated scripture to prophets chose to "color" truth in terms that would be suitable for early, immature, man. Religions were then formed around and based upon these.
But these two bits were really good.
Meditation by Gem.
Hi,
I'm going to talk, but I have no interest in influencing people and their meditation techniques.
Meditation is the presence that continues throughout the changing experience. Equating the experience with meditation creates expectations and desires that meditation should be like this or that; however, people describe a vast range of experiences that occur during meditation, so it's obvious that no particular experience defines what meditation is... The word 'during' is relevant in the sense that meditation endures the mentioned variety of experiences.
This invariably comes back to you, and I use you in the generic sense because meditation must be a universal to all people. If it's a type of meditation, that's a personal practice, but the principle mediation is always the still presence of mind that remains throughout the changing experience.
It's often the case that the presence of mind is skittish, and change causes mental reactions that 'break' the trance-like spell of quiet beingness. That's quite normal and there is no reason to be disappointed, disheartened or deflated. The mind is accustomed to these deflating feelings and the sense of 'not getting it right' or something like that, but that's merely mental habits and there isn't any valid reason for it. There is no room for such feelings in meditation practice, so if one notices these counter-productive feelings,they would do well to cultivate patience and persistence in their place. These are the virtues that grow where disappointment and defeat dissipate.
To elaborate on the experience, there are pleasant and unpleasant experiences, and since meditation isn't pertinent to experiences per se, but to the stable self presence of the meditator, one cultivates a neutral balance of mind that is reflective of the central stillness of any one person's being. It doesn't matter if pain manifests in the body or if a flow of energy delights the senses, because if one can't meditate during a painful episode, and instead, is mentally unbalanced by their reactions to it, it reveals to the meditator that there is some work to do toward stablizing their balance of mind. In the case of pleasure the problems are more nuanced, but people tend to become desirous of pleasure, and are are unsettled when they don't get what they want, or they cling to it as opposed to letting it pass as it wont to do. In such a case, the person can also practice to enhance their stability and balance. This goes to say, that regardless the nature of the experience, all experience is an opportunity to cultivate the balance of one's mind.
I wish to explain why that is important. People are accustomed and habitualised to react with desire to pleasure and aversion to displeasure, and they don't always understand this kind of hatred and love is generated as mental reactivity that perpetuates egocentricity i.e. "I react". This illustrious figure, I, is completely constructed of the action/reaction process which drives the karmic wheel, produces the egomanic symptoms of me and my and mine, and perpetuates the very movement of mind that disturbs the meditator. It's the basis of suffering.
The body and mind are an interwoven fabric. The body manifests the contents of mind, and all of a persons emotional content is manifest in the sensual experience. If a person contains hard emotions from their past traumas or from self defeating beliefs, those emotions will manifest as hardened and painful sensual experiences, and they are toxic if held over the long term.
The reason they stay there for so long is that they are very unpleasant to endure, so people create an adverse reaction process. When that discomfort arises in their consciousness, they are compelled to engage an activity in order to avoid the feeling as it occurs, and persue a pleasurable feeling in order to distract themselves from it. This is the loop of aversion and desire or the duality of love/hate, and that process drives the continuation of the mind until all the stored thoughts and feelings finally complete their inevitable process (which we refer to as destiny, in a manner of speaking)
This brings me back to the cultivation of a neutral and stable balance of mind. This balance enables the unshakable presence of being to remain consistent. If one ceases the mental movement that I described above, and adopts a still disposition, the mental and emotional phenom manifest sensationally can be observed as they happen to be, and because the mind remains balanced, they can pass as freely as they are wont to do. Once they have completed their passage, they dissipate and are gone, and cease to recur (since the mental and emotional content no longer exists).
I must be coming to a conclusion. The thought that began about a half hour ago is now fading into an obscure mist; it came to me and went through a process of change that lasted for a while, and now it's fading fast.
Thanks
Then there's Bartholomew, channeled by a chap in Vancouver, Canada. about religion.
The first thing is to deal with religions. They, all of them, are necessary because of the immaturity of the human race as a whole. The average man is not equipped to understand greater realities so he is given a simple "believe and be rewarded" format instead. OK that sounds pretty harsh and a critic will use the term, "judgemental". So be it.
the first thing to understand so that the complexity of the world makes better sense is to realize that creation, once begun, has never stopped. New "baby" human souls come into existence all the time just as mature ones "graduate" from the need to express through physical bodies. If it weren't for this fact no religion would have endured as long as they have. Considering the planet as a whole most, by far, of the humans who live on her are very young souls. Only a small percentage are older and there is only a very small group of advanced souls (in bodies) here on earth. Jesus is one of these but since the average soul could not relate to greater truths it is better to use the "father son" relationship instead when speaking of Him and God. The entire Bible is nothing more than an answer to the level of maturity of man. If man were "static", if all of us were the exact same spiritual age, there would be only one religion. In Christianity there would not be "denominations". The earth is not that way though. We are very diverse so religion is also. Want to know who is junior and who is senior. One way to find out is to look at who pushes religious conversion. No advanced soul would do that. Likewise it is unkind in the extreme to attempt to "down preach" the religious zealot. They cannot understand and such attempts just cause them pain.
Most advanced humans on earth live quiet lives in isolation. There is no necessary correlation between spiritual age and temporal position. Thus we find often that leaders in countries are apt to behave poorly. This works out to benefit us all in the end though.
The average person need not know about reincarnation. The information would be misused. Better not to know. There is a story that comes form ancient China where a person could legally promise to repay a debt in a future lifetime. No mature human would even consider such a thing. Better that we don't know. But some of us do know (about the universe of spirit) otherwise why would this website be here?
Souls are born, not in perfection, but in innocence. The begin their long journey in bodies on planets. Some come here and are humans. Very seldom do souls change planets because of great differences that would cause problems, getting in the way of learning. We live a thousand or more lifetimes on Earth. We all live as male, female, fat, skinny, ugly, good looking, rich, poor, gay, straight, tall, short, sick, healthy and as members of all the racial groups. By the time this is finished we've learned all the Earth can teach us. The acquisition of wisdom is the goal beyond which the "salvation and resurrection" of the Christian occurs.
Religions exist for the purpose of assisting us on our paths. The Bible of Christianity is written entirely in metaphors. The entire work is in parable form. In scripture are meanings within meanings within meanings. The Bible speaks clearly of the higher truths but the immature minds see these references and do not understand them. They choose instead to promote superficial meanings. This is good. Remember that religions are designed for immature souls. It would be inappropriate for advanced humans to attempt to correct them. Remember that new souls are coming to Earth all the time and these need the kind of guidance that only religions can provide.
You mention "soul plans" in your post. They exist. We all plan our lifetimes in advance. We select the type of body and the setting in which we will live in accordance with what we want to learn. The religious person will say that God does this but it is we who live our lives. God is the ultimate source but how are we to grow if we don't play an active part in our own lives? Where will wisdom come from if we can't participate in our own destinies? So, yes, we make plans for each life. What are our weaknesses right now? Are we quick to anger for instance? Then it is likely that this inclination is what we are attempting to overcome. Are we grossly ugly and fat? Perhaps we need to learn humility and have chosen to do it the hard way. Does a baby die in the crib? What acceptance lessons might the grieving parents learn? Are we judged unfairly and sent to prison for crimes we did not commit? Maybe we had unresolved violence issues in past lifetimes that were never finished. All this is possible.
Religions exist to make things easier for us. Better it is to be presented with a set of beliefs and rules than to sink or swim in the higher truths that sometimes would be so devastating. Religions are like safety valves. That they are superficially incorrect or incomplete is OK. A greater purpose is served.
One last thing is for us to realize that it is not our place to run around trying to "teach the world". The one who does this forgets that most of the world does not need to hear great truths. Most of the world needs what religions have to offer.
I was raised a Christian. I believe too much to be one now. No matter. I still enjoy the occasional visit to a church (I go to them all in turns) to experience what others around me have to share. Do we think in terms of acceptance? Most of us at least entertain the idea. Make it so then. Accept the fact that humanity is diverse, of all spiritual ages and that "the needs of the many seldom dovetail with the needs of the one". (Mr. Spock of Star Trek.)
As for "ah ha moments" that you mention. There are some of these every day it seems. Good that you put it that way. It's real.
A very BIG ah ha moment is the realization of the fact that not all souls are the same age and experience and that, further, religions do not account for this in their teachings.
One last thing. Christianity teaches us that we were created in perfection and that later we "fell" and are now sinful. This is incorrect. The doctrine of Original Sin is false. We were born in innocence and coming to Earth from the spirit worlds (Eden) was the plan all along. Remember the serpent in the garden? The snake is the almost universal primitive symbol of the Earth. Thus the snake in the garden signifies the necessary pull of the Earth to Adam and Eve. (everything is in metaphors) What the serpent said to Adam and Eve is irrelevant. The fact of it's presence at that moment is not. We had to come here to learn. Simply being created and living a stagnant, un-dynamic existence (through obedience) in heaven would be pointless. The reason the truth of this is not stated clearly in the first place is because if it were there would be no motivation through guilt and fear for us to make an attempt to advance. In the beginning we had no wisdom so we needed it's distant cousin, fear. We should not judge religions too harshly for this deception. It was necessary. Religions do not hide truth. The great souls who dictated scripture to prophets chose to "color" truth in terms that would be suitable for early, immature, man. Religions were then formed around and based upon these.
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Blessings...
Blessings...
Lot's of stuff eh? Good stuff though.
Monday, June 30, 2014
How to play...
I remember quite a few years ago sitting in a park with someone I hadn't seen for thirty odd years and telling her I felt that in any meetings of people there was a shared responsibility between them to have come to whatever space they shared. The illustration I used was a traffic accident and in that there supposedly was the active and the passive, or conventionally, the wrong doer and the victim, but my contention was that both shared equal responsibility in having that meeting exist.
Quite contentious really given our morality is such that the passive participant somehow has no active choice in being there, that chance or circumstance not of their choosing has brought them to be in a place where they have interacted with an active choice made by someone else.
Ah, that's right, now I remember what led me to this idea. It was that within meditation, or doing lots of meditation, my subconscious activity was becoming more pronounced in daily life. I became able to see these motivations just under the surface, I think, because my mind was much quieter and that emptiness, or emptierness anyways, left room for the subconscious to rise up into a more obvious place of motivation which was throwing me around and into circumstances where those subconscious needs could be met.
So from there it wasn't too much of a leap to realise a responsibility, an ownership as it were, for the need of the subconscious to be heard but also, in bringing up my own subconscious, to see how much others were driven by their own but without being aware of how much precedence over their lives the subconscious had.
This is where it gets weird though because with alot of people you aren't just speaking to one person but anywhere from two to a cavalcade and which might take precedence? That's because even whilst the conscious is there so is the subconscious and the subconscious can be a whole world unto itself, and then above even the conscious is the superconscious too, and if you try to speak to them all using your own intellect... well, there lies madness.
Then the role of intuitiveness becomes apparent, a parent of sorts, but it's not something one can control or sieve through ones own ideas of what is right and wrong. Stuff just has to fall out... as if the part of you that is the intellect, that which actively determines through thinking what is and what isn't right, has gone on holiday.
There's just this use by date notification when it becomes somewhat obvious you've reached the limits of the intelligence you've always relied on... it just doesn't work anymore, it's too slow and the two dimensional way it works through cause and effect just isn't up to the task. But, of course, one couldn't have even reached this point of seeing how dull the tool really is unless one had been playing with, in what was previously in the background, a much sharper and keener tool.
And play may very well be the optimum word.
Quite contentious really given our morality is such that the passive participant somehow has no active choice in being there, that chance or circumstance not of their choosing has brought them to be in a place where they have interacted with an active choice made by someone else.
Ah, that's right, now I remember what led me to this idea. It was that within meditation, or doing lots of meditation, my subconscious activity was becoming more pronounced in daily life. I became able to see these motivations just under the surface, I think, because my mind was much quieter and that emptiness, or emptierness anyways, left room for the subconscious to rise up into a more obvious place of motivation which was throwing me around and into circumstances where those subconscious needs could be met.
So from there it wasn't too much of a leap to realise a responsibility, an ownership as it were, for the need of the subconscious to be heard but also, in bringing up my own subconscious, to see how much others were driven by their own but without being aware of how much precedence over their lives the subconscious had.
This is where it gets weird though because with alot of people you aren't just speaking to one person but anywhere from two to a cavalcade and which might take precedence? That's because even whilst the conscious is there so is the subconscious and the subconscious can be a whole world unto itself, and then above even the conscious is the superconscious too, and if you try to speak to them all using your own intellect... well, there lies madness.
Then the role of intuitiveness becomes apparent, a parent of sorts, but it's not something one can control or sieve through ones own ideas of what is right and wrong. Stuff just has to fall out... as if the part of you that is the intellect, that which actively determines through thinking what is and what isn't right, has gone on holiday.
There's just this use by date notification when it becomes somewhat obvious you've reached the limits of the intelligence you've always relied on... it just doesn't work anymore, it's too slow and the two dimensional way it works through cause and effect just isn't up to the task. But, of course, one couldn't have even reached this point of seeing how dull the tool really is unless one had been playing with, in what was previously in the background, a much sharper and keener tool.
And play may very well be the optimum word.
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
Yet more rambling inconsequence.
I don't even go to Spiritual Forums much anymore but I did the other day and two posts have stuck with me. The first was about Jesus and Buddha and their state of enlightenment and especially a part about St John the Baptist being able to recognise such within Jesus. The next post was one by a fellow who'd lost his ability to be imaginative... and that's where I'll start because I have too.
It's not so much that it's gone so much as it's somehow surplus to requirements and if anything gets in the way. Over the years I've come to accept what might be called a visionary way in that eventually what needs doing would arrive as a vision that would just pop fully formed into my head and if and when I started on a path to bring such into reality whatever was needed would arrive, and not only that, but the cues to go certain ways, within that making, would arrive when they were needed.
This was interesting in many ways but the most interesting was that I was just there to do the cutting and putting together and even that the things themselves which were produced were almost completely unimportant next to the actual ability to channel... as it were. It was like I could look at the artworks or constructions with fresh eyes and ears just like anyone else because my part involved almost negligible violition on my part other than being there and listening then doing and following the prompts and that what actually came into being was always so beyond what I could have imagined myself.
And that the only way to achieve and stand beside such wonders was the ability to not personalise the achievement... that it wasn't me at all but something much greater and far more extensive in it's understanding, which came through too because there was a far greater understanding in what 'I' might achieve and what my actual skills were than 'I' could actually understand.
So the ability to imagine, to visualise, became almost an affront to the ability to just listen. But it became problematic, and still is to a certain extent, because as well there came a knowledge that these stories in the form of things somehow had their own life and volition to go into other peoples lives and do and be what they might need. There were even instances, and still are, where possibilities would be laid out and have others grab hold of them as if they were their own and then pulled back and denied... which I still had to stand beside and take the blame for having brought forth. This was very humbling indeed as the supposed recipients would vent all their frustration at me and I'm standing there within a much bigger story than I might have thought I signed on for and being almost completely defenceless. And it was good!
And this then makes the post about St John being able to recognise Jesus as very interesting... because in all truth he might have been one of the very few who could have but I don't want to really go into that except to say that the only thing we can ever see in another is ourselves... a little forward in a future, a possibility of ourselves a little more open or a little more closed off, as if the ultimate truth of life is that binary... selfishness or selflessness.
It's not so much that it's gone so much as it's somehow surplus to requirements and if anything gets in the way. Over the years I've come to accept what might be called a visionary way in that eventually what needs doing would arrive as a vision that would just pop fully formed into my head and if and when I started on a path to bring such into reality whatever was needed would arrive, and not only that, but the cues to go certain ways, within that making, would arrive when they were needed.
This was interesting in many ways but the most interesting was that I was just there to do the cutting and putting together and even that the things themselves which were produced were almost completely unimportant next to the actual ability to channel... as it were. It was like I could look at the artworks or constructions with fresh eyes and ears just like anyone else because my part involved almost negligible violition on my part other than being there and listening then doing and following the prompts and that what actually came into being was always so beyond what I could have imagined myself.
And that the only way to achieve and stand beside such wonders was the ability to not personalise the achievement... that it wasn't me at all but something much greater and far more extensive in it's understanding, which came through too because there was a far greater understanding in what 'I' might achieve and what my actual skills were than 'I' could actually understand.
So the ability to imagine, to visualise, became almost an affront to the ability to just listen. But it became problematic, and still is to a certain extent, because as well there came a knowledge that these stories in the form of things somehow had their own life and volition to go into other peoples lives and do and be what they might need. There were even instances, and still are, where possibilities would be laid out and have others grab hold of them as if they were their own and then pulled back and denied... which I still had to stand beside and take the blame for having brought forth. This was very humbling indeed as the supposed recipients would vent all their frustration at me and I'm standing there within a much bigger story than I might have thought I signed on for and being almost completely defenceless. And it was good!
And this then makes the post about St John being able to recognise Jesus as very interesting... because in all truth he might have been one of the very few who could have but I don't want to really go into that except to say that the only thing we can ever see in another is ourselves... a little forward in a future, a possibility of ourselves a little more open or a little more closed off, as if the ultimate truth of life is that binary... selfishness or selflessness.
Saturday, May 17, 2014
The tales of Twin Flames.
There is quite a bit on the net about this relatively modern phenomenon and it seems to be quite fashionable within spiritual circles but alike most things spiritual what it means at a lower level of implementation is really quite different than a higher implementation... not that I want to go all this is high and this is low but it serves the purpose of highlighting, in a sense, the reality of ego based yearning and soul based acceptance and possibly that the whole reason for the Twin flame phenomenon is to highlight the gulf worth traversing between the two poles.
The basic premise of Twin flames is that two individuals share the same soul and journey through lives helping each other to their eventual joining again in enlightenment with a side order that such is required within our own times to create a gestalt of sorts whereby the twins as individual bodies share the soul within life and are then doing work within life to advance the awakening of all individuals still within an ego based life.
There is also some argument out there about the true nature of Twin flames/Twin souls (which is another name for them) and the Soulmate, which may or may not be the same thing, but is basically in the same ballpark and that ballpark is definitely pre-enlightenment.
I read one thing a while back and it resonated deeply within me as I was almost on the verge of voicing such, or had even done so, but without the clarity of the statement I read. Basically the fellow said that just as we achieve enlightenment our soul does a little trick where a small part goes back into time and space to aid it's own coming to that point and that, in essence, this is our higher self.
This then made total sense because it was what I had seemed to experience within meditation, helped along by prodigious readings of Eckhart Tolle's "The Power of Now". It felt and seemed that within meditation the ego fell away and as ones consciousness passed through silence and into stillness that the consciousness became the higher self, and going even further and becoming everything at once within all time and space how could it be otherwise?
So between the paragraph above and now, on this fine Autumnal Sunday morning, I've been out chopping down the Privet trees along one side of the property as the fine roots of these trees have been encroaching on the drains, it's happened twice in about two years and it's gotta stop. And there's a wonderful metaphor going on as the weedy trees of our existence both reach into the sky and dig deep into the soil in search of nourishment’s. The root's would, of course, find the sewers, the deep sub-conscious parts of us tunnelling under the ground unseen carrying our wastes away and a blockage may very well be something we seek to let go of but the trees, growing to the sun, see another use for them.
In this respect the nature of Twin Flames must include past lives, in itself a metaphor chosen by our higher selves to illustrate the edges of our existence and it matter's not that past lives are real or not only that they are the canvas upon which is painted the knowledge we might benefit from unearthing.
So it's seems to me that while the person I might regard as a Twin for myself it is that she too is more metaphorical, maybe the prime metaphor, for the unearthing and bringing to light the unseen and yet to be understood aspects of self which need cleansing, purifying... a good scrub basically, in the journey to source.
And this is what gets me with the concept of the Twin flame. That the person who may or may not be ones Twin flame is still a complete and whole person seeking their own salvation or not and that we, or oneself, cannot see their physicality and corporeality as the source of our salvation... that being with them will not make us whole.
For if one has ever experienced source, or God, or enlightenment or whatever, even for the briefest of moments it is obvious there are no divisions at all between anything, everything and all time and this is, or hints at, the essential paradox within the Twin flame concept.
Myself, I learn by experience. I experience then if I need to seek some knowledge about what may have happened. I find it silly to try and learn something and then experience it as it just feels backwards to me so the Twin Flame thing arrived as a source of knowledge after a whole bunch of previously un-experienced stuff happened and slowly but surely I was led to the ideas of Twin flames and while the Ego driven and earthly delighted parts of me still much alive on the earth embraced such as the fulfilment of all my heart has yearned for I've had enough experience within meditative states and the unfolding of higher self led motivations to understand that the physicality of the thing is as fleeting as all other physicalities.
That as real and existence as all existence is it's still just fun in the little house and sensible detachment is a pre-requisite to overall health; spiritual, mental, physical and all else that might have a bearing, and balance.
The reason I even write this is some vague hope that her which may or may not be might read this and that if she too has had some of that weird and intangible stuff happening to her... that I'm doing all I can to minimise such from my end and that I hope it doesn't hurt.
And that I better get back to chopping down trees and making firewood as what's the old saying... before enlightenment chop wood and carry water, after enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.
Heres a little more reading if you're not already exhausted.
The basic premise of Twin flames is that two individuals share the same soul and journey through lives helping each other to their eventual joining again in enlightenment with a side order that such is required within our own times to create a gestalt of sorts whereby the twins as individual bodies share the soul within life and are then doing work within life to advance the awakening of all individuals still within an ego based life.
There is also some argument out there about the true nature of Twin flames/Twin souls (which is another name for them) and the Soulmate, which may or may not be the same thing, but is basically in the same ballpark and that ballpark is definitely pre-enlightenment.
I read one thing a while back and it resonated deeply within me as I was almost on the verge of voicing such, or had even done so, but without the clarity of the statement I read. Basically the fellow said that just as we achieve enlightenment our soul does a little trick where a small part goes back into time and space to aid it's own coming to that point and that, in essence, this is our higher self.
This then made total sense because it was what I had seemed to experience within meditation, helped along by prodigious readings of Eckhart Tolle's "The Power of Now". It felt and seemed that within meditation the ego fell away and as ones consciousness passed through silence and into stillness that the consciousness became the higher self, and going even further and becoming everything at once within all time and space how could it be otherwise?
So between the paragraph above and now, on this fine Autumnal Sunday morning, I've been out chopping down the Privet trees along one side of the property as the fine roots of these trees have been encroaching on the drains, it's happened twice in about two years and it's gotta stop. And there's a wonderful metaphor going on as the weedy trees of our existence both reach into the sky and dig deep into the soil in search of nourishment’s. The root's would, of course, find the sewers, the deep sub-conscious parts of us tunnelling under the ground unseen carrying our wastes away and a blockage may very well be something we seek to let go of but the trees, growing to the sun, see another use for them.
In this respect the nature of Twin Flames must include past lives, in itself a metaphor chosen by our higher selves to illustrate the edges of our existence and it matter's not that past lives are real or not only that they are the canvas upon which is painted the knowledge we might benefit from unearthing.
So it's seems to me that while the person I might regard as a Twin for myself it is that she too is more metaphorical, maybe the prime metaphor, for the unearthing and bringing to light the unseen and yet to be understood aspects of self which need cleansing, purifying... a good scrub basically, in the journey to source.
And this is what gets me with the concept of the Twin flame. That the person who may or may not be ones Twin flame is still a complete and whole person seeking their own salvation or not and that we, or oneself, cannot see their physicality and corporeality as the source of our salvation... that being with them will not make us whole.
For if one has ever experienced source, or God, or enlightenment or whatever, even for the briefest of moments it is obvious there are no divisions at all between anything, everything and all time and this is, or hints at, the essential paradox within the Twin flame concept.
Myself, I learn by experience. I experience then if I need to seek some knowledge about what may have happened. I find it silly to try and learn something and then experience it as it just feels backwards to me so the Twin Flame thing arrived as a source of knowledge after a whole bunch of previously un-experienced stuff happened and slowly but surely I was led to the ideas of Twin flames and while the Ego driven and earthly delighted parts of me still much alive on the earth embraced such as the fulfilment of all my heart has yearned for I've had enough experience within meditative states and the unfolding of higher self led motivations to understand that the physicality of the thing is as fleeting as all other physicalities.
That as real and existence as all existence is it's still just fun in the little house and sensible detachment is a pre-requisite to overall health; spiritual, mental, physical and all else that might have a bearing, and balance.
The reason I even write this is some vague hope that her which may or may not be might read this and that if she too has had some of that weird and intangible stuff happening to her... that I'm doing all I can to minimise such from my end and that I hope it doesn't hurt.
And that I better get back to chopping down trees and making firewood as what's the old saying... before enlightenment chop wood and carry water, after enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.
Heres a little more reading if you're not already exhausted.
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